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incessant_nothings
Age. 16
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. TRANSLUCENT !!!!
Location somewhere bland, TX
School. Other
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My Uh Stuff check it out

I'm sorry I can't sell ya that

(Beck - "Loser")

"In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey
butane in my veins and I'm out to cut the junkie
with the plastic eyeballs, spray-paint the vegetables
dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose
kill the headlights and put it in neutral
stock car flamin' with a loser and the cruise control
baby's in Reno with the vitamin D
got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat
someone came in sayin' I'm insane to complain
about a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt
don't believe everything that you breathe
you get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve
so shave your face with some mace in the dark
savin' all your food stamps and burnin' down the trailer park

(yo. Cut it.)

Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?

(double-barrel buckshy)

Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?

Forces of evil on a bozo nightmare
ban all the music with a phony gas chamber
'cuz one's got a weasel and the other's got a flag
one's on the pole, shove the other in a bag
with the rerun shows and the cocaine nose-job
the daytime crap of the folksinger slob
he hung himself with a guitar string
a slab of turkey-neck and it's hangin' from a pigeon wing
you can't write if you can't relate
trade the cash for the beef for the body for the hate
and my time is a piece of wax fallin' on a termite
that's chokin' on the splinters

Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?
(get crazy with the cheeze whiz)
Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?
(drive-by body-pierce)
(yo bring it on down)
soooooooyy....
(chorus backwards)
(I'm a driver, I'm the winner; things are gonna change I can feel it)

Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?
(I can't believe you)
Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?
Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?
[repeat]
(Sprechen sie Deutches, baby)
Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?
(Know what I'm sayin'?) "

(Ya'll want a single,day fuck that, fuck that...)

Dreams bite

Thursday. 9.11.03 1:18 pm

I just woke up. I was having the best dream all night long. I was enjoying it while it was happening anyway....but now I don't. Wesley was in it. We were hanging out at random places. The whole friggin' time we were together, we were holding hands and standing really close and and eh just being in love. I'm an affectionate type of person...and I know that being physically close to Wes won't happen for awhile. I'm not talking about sex. I have my whole life to finally do that. I mean just cuddling and crap like that. I haven't seen him in four months...and I just might see him tomorrow night, but these things take time. You don't just start being physically close the very first day you go out with someone. I feel even more lonely than before I went to bed last night. The dream was nice in a way...I guess it felt good to get that stuff out even if it really wasn't him...just an image in my dream...I love him and I do want to hold his hand and crap like that, but its just not going to happen for awhile. He's so fucking busy right now. I've only talked to him once this week. He told me to call on Tuesday so that he could hear me sing, but of course like the pattern has been lately, he wasn't home. I know he's practicing with his band and things are hectic because they have a big show tomorrow, but still. Why tell me to call if you're not going to be home? I'm not mad at him. I'm just annoyed. Every time I call his mom tells me he's not home. He im'ed me yesterday and said he was sorry for not being home Tuesday when I called. I understand why he wasn't, and I know he's not trying to blow me off....but still...it does get annoying for someone's mom to answer and say he's not home just about every freakin' time you try to call.

I have to finish this later....I have an appointment to get my medicated dressing out....yeas, I am still messing with whole wisdom teeth surgery thing. My foot's falling asleep, and I need to shower before the appt.

*MUCH LOVE*

~BEANS~

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